“Reality” your pain is intentional, I wouldn't call it consensual, Yet I absorb these blows as they are dealt. It is I who is responsible for how I felt. I believe what I want to and see it too, The real problem was me and not within you. When you see what you want and not what is, a foggy confusion is what that is. you are who you are and I did not see it, now it is me who has to deal with it.